Yesterday I started to create this website. Until now I really hated html & css, but this is/was actually lots of fun. I hope I will keep working on this, and add more stuff. I usually lose interest in stuff like this in a few days. Every day a new obsession. It's fucking annoying. We will see...
Today was a kinda relaxed. Went on a little walk in the morning in hopes of finding the cat that sometimes hangs around here, but sadly I didn't see him/her. Other then that I continued painting my mandalas, which was fun. Someone indirectly called me boring because of it. I spent the rest of the day being in my room, watching youtube and playing games with my friend online. The Internet here is fucking terrible. I'm scared of coming home, the real life waits for me there. Maybe I'll just kill myself the moment I get home. I have to somehow intergrate me in a community. I think that'll be good for me.